25 November 2007

I'm Touched. We just need to TRUST!

Hmmm... From last night until now i was amazed by many things. A friend of mine chatted with me last night and said that i encouraged him in some ways. Well, he has not told me how i'd encouraged him. I reflected about things that i'd done, to me i don't think i'm encouraging anybody. However I did.

I was amazed and i'm still looking for ways to accept that comment. Low self- esteem, really can't help to go through this. Anyway, i'm encouraged by his comment.

I don't know how many people have watched this movie called " Facing the Giants". It's a good show indeed. Very encouraging and it assured me again that with God, all things are possible. Hmmm... In my head i know it, somehow it's hard to trust or have faith in Him.

But God really did so many miracles in my life and in what i'm doing right now. The Sunday School closing, my students had to act and present a mime. You know, we practiced for a month, but the result was not satisfying. And all of us were very worried about the kids on the real day. But the night before that, i had a dream or i should say i had a nightmare. I dreamt that they were not taking instructions well, they performed badly. But i know my dream, if it's a bad one then in the real situation will turn out to be good.

I was assured by God through dreams even if you don't believe so. I've journal on my dreams. On that day i was not worried. I left everything to God and i know that He will take care of it. Whereas, my fellow partners and other teachers were nervous. I was still a little nervous until God answered all my prayers before everything started that day.

Oops, back to that movie. There is a question asked by the American Football coach after they won the game. "What is impossible with God??" All the players said, " NOTHING!" It's really true. I was very touched, that coach was blessed richly by God. He has an old car and he wanted to change but he can't afford but through out the days, God blessed him one 4- wheeled. And his wife who has difficulty to conceive, at the end she got it. There seemed no hope for his team to win, but they won. You see, "What is impossible with God?"

The answer is "NOTHING, Nothing at all!"

This morning, uncle William played a clip for the church at the end of his sermon. It was about a father and his son who is handicapped. He went through the marathon and triathlon with his son who can't walk and talk. This is the second time i watch this clip but the impact is still there. I prayed to God, i asked God to help me to be like the father who would go through all obstacles by faith and with love for the people around us.

This clip again assured me that God will go through every single problem with me as well. He will never, never leave me behind. And i should not leave anyone behind as well even if they can't meet my expectation. This assured me even stronger that there's nothing wrong with the management at my work place. We should go through every obstacles together though some of us are not able to meet our superior's expectation and this made me understand why God want my superior to manage the center this way. She is on the right track.

What an amazing and fruitful day!!!

2 comments:

5-inch-long milk drinker said...

Read ur blog..continue on our conversation the next time i see you on9 again.. hehe..Cont to shine for Him :)
From, your number 1 blog fans...

5-inch-long milk drinker said...

read ur blog yesterday already.. left some comment but don't know what happened to it.. aiya, just trust me la.. you are doing fine.. confident la sikit... :)