Gone Astray

Lately, this thought kept coming to me saying,the whole earth is getting worse and worse and to worst soon. Everything in the world is changing to the negative side. I recalled back a lot of things from my work place to the weather.

Last time when I was still a part timer, I found that everyone is good and everything really ran smoothly without much problem. After Kok Ming and friends left, many things seemed to happen. People changed and challenges kept coming my way. But these challenges changed me to be better, braver and wiser.

About my relationship with Kok Ming, I feel that we are near yet we are far. Hmmm... Last time when he was studying I think he has more time to be romantic. But after working, he is even busier, not only with his job but with church work. He often got very tired and my work load is much more than before also. We both go out with tiredness and this contributed to our arguments. I prayed that God will send him to the right ministry before and I think God answered this prayer. Well, still I hope more quality time together. Well, I do not think that we are getting worse. At least we settled issues and we compromised. Thanks to Wan Li. She has been supporting me and guiding me.

Weather-- When I was young, I found that the weather was quite predictable. We can roughly know which month will rain and which month will be sunny. Disaster every where as well and these are the signs of the second coming of Christ. Hmm...I cannot imagine myself as one of the victims in China or Myanmar. I am very afraid of losing loved ones.

Marriages- Nowadays people take Divorce as a solution and more and more people think that that's the best way to settle issues. God provides us good things and everything God created is good. We are making things complicated and we want the easy way out and start hurting people we once loved and what about the children? They grow up in single parent family. They are made incomplete emotionally. That's how we have more and more problem nowadays i guess.

All we like sheep have gone astray
Each of us turning our own separate ways
We have all sinned and fallen short of Your glory
But Your glory is what we desire to see
And in Your presence is where we long to be

O Lord
Show us Your mercy and grace
Take us to Your holy place
Forgive our sin
And heal our land
We long to live
In Your presence once again


Yes Lord, forgive our sins and heal our land. Take us back to Your holy place where you first created. A place where there is love, joy and peace and a place that is HOLY and full of Your glory. Father, help us not to take You for granted, help us learn to be responsible of what we have done. Help us truly repent and come to You again to be made Holy and righteous! Amen.