I'm here just to let everyone know that I am fine now. Hahaha...though that issue is not settled totally, I'm fine. I did not cry though. I'm really fine! Jesus had conquered the world so there's nothing for me to continue to be sad about. Life goes on.
Yesterday was a great day. I finally completed the power point presentation on Friday night and yesterday was there. I had great peace as I was presenting it. Thanks to all the youth who were attentive and your response made me feel comfortable. Thanks to those who had been praying for me. Thanks for all the encouragement and positive feedbacks as well. Daph, thanks for trying to include me just now. I did not mean to reject the invitation though. Haha... I can't just leave my friend alone :)
I was a bit regret to share my personal experiences. Hmmm... I was not looking for people's pity. I thank God for all the experiences. A friend shared a bible verse with me yesterday, I forgot which book but it says something like "All these stories were written to help us to be mindful of the future." So my history helped me learn so much and without those I would not be able to be who I am now. I won't be able to stand in front of people that day also.
My past was hurtful, what I did was foolish. I hurt some people because of my past etc. But I told myself and especially after accepted Christ. There were and still are a lot of changes. Breaking through it was painful and it's still painful. Well, I'm not afraid. Especially this year, I take this year as a learning year. I wanna learn as much as possible especially things about God.
God is faithful, He will help me through I know. The joyous thing is my MUM accepted Christ today! Yeah!!! Pray that she'll grow in His word and start letting go those Buddhist thing. Also pray that my dad will be able to accept this news and hoping that one day he will come to the Lord!
