This is the first time I joined the recent care group. It did bring back a lot of memories when I joined the care group that was led by Peter Chang. There wasn't many people but most of them were very closed to each other. There were a lot of short sharing and there were people playing guitar when we sang song from the youth song book.

Hmm... There was a kind of feeling rushing from my heart. Maybe I felt touched or maybe I miss that care group time. I used to pour out my problems to some of the people there and I became more and more reserved now. We often gathered in a room, just a small room and some times we go to houses. Well... The care group died maybe because many people went other places to study.

I also feel that Christian youths are very "bahagia" because at their very young age, they can go to different people's house to have fellowship. In my study years, I did not have that. I was "trapped" in a house and all my activities were just at home. Hmm... That was why I liked going tuition. haha... Those were the years...

Toy Museum 6-- Others 1

Doraemon & 101 Dalmation

The Incredibles

Ninja Turtles

Mr. Bean

KM as a CLOWN?

I saw a clown on Saturday in Jusco. I went alone and that was a very fat clown. In fact, that was the first time I saw a FAT clown. The clown was quite tall also. It was like a giant to me. Hahaha... I purposely passed by the clown and my eyes kept staring at his tummy then his face. I wanted to poke his tummy to see if it's real. He wore a pair of spectacles without glasses and he looked very cute. He is not like those that I often see--slim and tall.

Right after that I begin to imagine Kok Ming in that suit and with that make up and glasses. Hahaha... He is gonna be really cute!

I admire clowns, they are trained to make the kids' day wonderful and, they give balloons with a lot of shapes to the children- any shapes/ object that the children want. With the way they dress, with their make up and with their skill, they gain the hearts of the children. They make the children's day different.

Imagine if we are wearing clothes that God gives us, clothes that are full of His glory. Imagine if we have a face like God- loving, peaceful and comforting (etc). Imagine if we have God's people skill. I think we will be able to impact other's lives greatly. How to have the clothes, the face and the skill? Well, I guess, it's only by meditating on His word. Let's be encouraged to keep studying His Word and apply it into our daily lives. I want to be a full time Christians who will study the bible from Sunday to Saturday and not only during weekdays! Sigh...

Toy Museum 5-- Starwars

Toy Museum 4-- Batman

It's very hard to take Batman's pictures because it's placed in a cupboard with glass. So it's really hard to shoot a full size one. The reflection is too great because batman is in black.

Toy Museum 3-- Superman & Spiderman

Toy Museum 2-- Pirates of the Carribean

Toy Museum 1--The Barbies

DreamZzz...

Last night I had a dream. It was like a drama style which involved people that I know. Sad thing is I forgot who were they and what issue were they dealing with. When my alarm rang, I got up with an impression like this:

What if your parents are not your parents?
What if your siblings are not yours?
What if your wife/ husband is not your wife/ husband?
What if your work is not gonna be yours anymore?
What if your friends all leave you?
What if...my world falls apart?
*Heh, sounds familiar I know, but it's appropriate for me to use it here eh!*

I really do not know what had happened in my dream that I had this impression. Well, it's OK. This is good because this brought me back to the issue of WHAT IS YOUR IDENTITY? and WHO ARE YOU?
I used to hate these questions because I found it hard to answer. Many times, I was asked these questions. Many of us do not know our identity, well maybe I can tell people that I'm who and who's friend/ daughter/sister. I can also tell where I'm working and what is my nature of work. I can tell them about my interests and my general background. Oh well, these show who I am, no doubt.

When I think deeply, these are only part of me. People find out who I am seeing the way I portray myself, the way I work. They start to find out more about me. They start to see my strength and my weakness. This is what people see. For myself, I would say that I'm a lost soul before I know Christ. I seriously did not know where and what I'll be heading to. Am I here on earth just to fill the space? I don't want to be here just to fill up the space.

Right now, even if I may not know what will happen to me 5 years down the road, I'm secured because I know that God will show me the way and help me when I'm standing at the crossroad. My purpose of life is described in Matthew 28:18- 20. It's about the great commission. Am I doing it? When the Lord shows me, I'll do it. And I'll not be able to do it when I'm overcome by fear!

How would I answer these questions? Frankly, I still do not have a straight forward answer. But I know that I live for a purpose and I am more than a conqueror. * I'm stuck with this quote after the Sunday School Training Workshop *wink* I belong to God even when my world falls apart, He stands forever and ever!

Please Welcome... Fuwa 3, Huan Huan

This was taken when Wan Keen was colouring Huan Huan. Huan Huan took part in shooting :)
Yeah, this picture was done yesterday evening. This time, I taught her to add in background. She filled the whole art block with guidance. She needs guidance to colour gently. She complained tired when she was asked to do that.

No bad, her Huan Huan looks nice. Hmm... Next one will be Ying Ying. Not sure what she wants Ying Ying to take part. She has not told me yet. Let's see... I think tomorrow she will draw one as I'll be free to guide her. It's holiday! I'll enjoy my Monday because the rest of the week will be very hectic. I have one colleague less and one volunteer more. Tomorrow will be the first day for the volunteer so nothing much he can do besides observing and tagging. Hope I'll have enough time to brief him roughly.