Today

Oh man, today is really a bad day for me. Early in the morning i already feel not well. My head is very pain, my ear. I'm very afraid to have ear infection again. That kinda pain was killing me. Then my mood also not very good, plus when I saw my fellow brother is not in good shape. I do not know what's his problem. I got quite frustrated at times because I couldn't help him. Sigh...Geram betul!

Anyway, after work I went swimming and before that I already took 4 panadols. After swimming I went to get craft papers for my Sunday School class and then went for supper with my sister. I enjoyed my fruit tea so much. I felt so relaxing when i was there. Hmm...now still tired but not so painful already. Yeah, Hydrotherapy is really helpful! Any pain I have, after swim, pain no more.

Hmmm...I start to feel sleepy ler. Nites! Hope he will be well soon!

Hmmm...

I'm very tired. Today, I knocked a lot of things like door la, shelves la, wall la. Sigh... I just can't concentrate but i forced myself to concentrate. I sang the wrong song, I forgot part of the song and I stuttered when I was explaining about the PECS to one of the parents. I've been having muscles pain on my legs, back and waist. I've been running about because of PECS. And i think I unconsciously ran up and down the center to answer phone call, get things etc. Sigh... I also don't know why i must run. I can actually walk faster. Well... Never mind lar. I'm quite blur today. I don't know what I'm talking about too.

Something ...

This is me and my sis. Hehe... Yesterday we went shopping after work and we bought the same shirt but with different colours. I looked pale I do not know why. I felt cold also today. Very tired!







This is wan keen and our niece. Yeah, she became aunt already. The youngest aunt in our family.






Guess what happened to my upper lip! Hahaha... It was hit by th
e frisbee. I played with my sister and it accidentally hit my lip. It was really painful, until my tears came out automatically and I felt a bit numb on my lips. Man! This is the worse accident ever I guess!!! Haha..First time got blue black on my lips as well.


Another view. Heheh...so ugly for so many days...

CHC

C.H.C.=>>> Children's Holiday Club. I've finally decided to take up the challenge. The following is the devotional passage that I read last night that convicted me to take up the challenge.

Exodus 4

Aaron is appointed to help Moses.

INSIGHT
God does not need any one of us. He wants us and He would like to use us, but God does not need us. Take away one person, and the work of God is not diminished - it goes on. When God calls us to a ministry, it is for our benefit. If we are unwilling or impure, He can get the work done through someone else. We must realize that everything God asks of us is ultimately for our benefit-even serving Him. Moses is a good example of that fact.

Since I've the "vision" to run camps for my special kids, since I've dream to do this for children, why not I take up this challenge to enrich my experience with children. This must be what God wants me to learn from this experience. God given chance to explore my gift.

Pray that I'll be well prepared and be courageous to speak in the public. Not nervous at the moment but need to discuss things with Uncle Jimmy soon. Wish me all the best and yes, pray for courage, confidence and wisdom as well as be expressive. Most importantly, through the stories, the young ones will get to know that God Is Real!!!

Indecisive

Okay, I think I may be taking up the job as a story teller for our Children's Holiday Club. I still have not decided whether I am able to take up this challenge. I actually have this vision, no, not so spiritual, but maybe this dream to tell story in front of children in the public. You know, before I attended the toy library conference, I already thinking if I can do it in real life instead of just dreaming about it. ( and i do not really think i can or I'll take up the challenge). After attending it, this feelings got even stronger and hope one day I'll be involved in a Toy Library. If I really wanna be skillful in this area I must step out from my comfort zone, if not how else can God help?

Should I take this as a learning ground or I just continue to do it in my Sunday school class and in center? Frankly, I am really not a good story teller. I need confirmation from God. I really need it. Please pray with me!

VERY AFRAID, if I take it up, I'm afraid I may spoil the whole thing! Haiz... Please tell me how, O God!

Another dream is to have camps for our special children! Hope we can make it soon!

Disappointed

You know I've something that I wanted to express it here. However, I just can't do that. I just can't be as detail as I wanted it to be. All I can say is, I'm very disappointed with this person. He has no words of encouragement at all. He just criticized people with words that are hard to swallow. I know everybody knows that. Everybody is trying to adapt to the way he speaks. Frankly, I kinda getting use to it. Just that when I see people got upset because of the stress that he is creating. I just couldn't take it. I really hope that he will stop degrading people with his tongue and start encouraging people from the bottom of his heart.

People did not tell you off doesn't mean that you are doing the right thing with your tongue. You maybe smart but your tongue is killing you!!!

I also know that I cannot just sit here complaining. I've to start praying for myself and for this person. Praying that we can work in harmony if we need to work together. And I'm looking forward to hear from God. I want to know what He wants me to learn.