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It was an easy day for me due to the intensive training for my new colleague. She gotta teach as much as possible for this two weeks, so most of my kids were passed to her today :) I was just overseeing the sessions. Hmm... Not boring though.

I felt ticklish when I tensed a kid up. He sighed many times and kept telling me that he cannot do. I timed him as he always daydreams. I was so happy that the timer worked for him. He was so afraid to see himself running out of time. And he completed his task on time :) But before he finished his work I laughed when I saw him tension, he must be thinking that I'm a pervert :P haha...

Some time I feel that children are afraid of non- living things- cane, rubber band etc, more than living things- parents and/ or teachers. Haha... Are parents and teachers not comparable to cane and timer and etc? That's why I do not use cane or ruler on my kids. I feel that the cane or ruler takes over my authority. It makes me feel useless :P Haha... Of course, there are more reasons/ facts to it.

People around me seem very into photographing. During CNY I went to my friend's friend's house together with 2 of my friends. There was a pair of twins who were into photographing. I think they were taking the opportunity to sharpern their skills.

As I was grabbing some of the photos from Facebook, I got a chance to look back at the photos in my collection. I observed myself in the photos especially those that was taken without me knowing it. I looked at myself, my expression and thanked those who took them. If not I wouldn't be able to see my expression when I talk, when I laugh, when I'm focus and when I'm lost.

This led me to feel thankful to those who pointed out my weaknesses, my reactions towards certain situations, my goodness, my successes and my foolishness. Without these comments, I wouldn't be who I am now. I wouldnt be able to learn and grow with confident. Thank God for all of you who had impacted my life, and inspired me to move on!