Please...

Not again!!! Not now! I need a break!!!

Appreciation

Haha...it's really good to chat with my "brother". We seldom have a moment of silence. I think even if we have any moment of silence I don't think there's any weird feeling. Well, I believe very much that if friends can be comfortable with each other in whatever situation, I guess, they are and/ or can be close friends. Also when they are comfortable sharing with each other about their lives.

It's not easy to own good friends indeed. If you have one or more, let's start appreciating them and start expressing your love towards them. Make that expression personal. I guess it will mean a lot to your good friends!

Apology

How would you feel when people judge your "sorry"? People may say you did not mean your "sorry". When you wanted to settle an issue but that person was not in tune with you. It's hard.

When some one apologizes sincerely, he/she maybe judged for not meaning it. When some one doesn't apologize, people keep saying he/ she is not apologetic. What the world wants? Do this, they are not satisfied; do that they are not satisfied as well. Humans are really hard to please. All because, they don't know what they want!!! Sigh... I'm very tired! I've had enough stress.

Still I need to settle this. Not pleasing man issue, just expressing that human is hard to please even when you are not trying to please them. *if you understand what I mean*

Where should I go from here? I'm kinda fed up!!!

It Finally came back to Me

1 Corinthians 9: 19- 22
Though I am free and belong to no man, I make myself a slave to everyone, to win as many as possible. To the Jews I became like a Jew, to win the Jews. To those under the law I became like one under the law (though I myself am not under the law), so as to win those under the law. To those not having the law, I became like one not having the law (though I am not free from God's law but under Christ's law), so to win those not having the law. To the weak I became weak, To win the weak. I have become all things to all men, so that by all possible means I might save some.

I couldn't find these verses for about 6 years. Haha... These were the very first verses that God impressed me and prompted me to send to Kok Ming. It was during his first year in University. He was trying to reach out to his friends in the university. These verses assured him of what he was doing. And we just started for about few weeks to a month, I'm not very sure. I became Christian for not very long. Could be a month old only if I'm not mistaken.

There were many incidents where I was prompted to send prayers and bible verses to certain people. Most of their replies were," Your prayer/ that verse(s) reached in time ." Some of them may continue asking," Why do you send it to me?" Well, my reply usually went,"I don't know."

I did not give up practicing this. But when I'm not connected with people I'll not be able to do so. I stopped doing this for quite a while. Lately I started it again. It's only when I'm connected. Or sometimes I maybe lazy to take the prompt and for some reasons I do not want to do it. Also because I did not study the bible everyday (confession). Sigh...

When I thought back, I'm really glad that God used me even when I was very young in faith. God used me even when I'm young in faith, I'm sure He will use everyone, EVERYONE who believes in Him to touch lives in His own special ways. The problem is always "we are not taking Instructions well from Him." And many of us do not pay attention to what He's telling us. We are giving excuses, we fail to identify and we are just IDIOT, aren't we?

I'm sad because I'm one of them. And yet still not doing anything about it. Yes, Lord, I'm trying. Help me to forgive myself and move on!!!