You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all
Seeking You as a precious jewel
Lord, to give up, I'd be a fool
You are my all in all
Jesus, Lamb of God
Worthy is your name
Taking my sin, my cross, my shame
Rising up now I'll bless your name
You are my all in all
When I fall down, you pick me up
When I am dry, you fill my cup
You are my all in all
When we were singing this song just now, I finally realised that at the end of the day, the only one who will not abandon me forever is God. He says He loves me, He meant and still mean it. He will be with me till the end of time and still He will be with me after the end of time. It's the true everlasting love.
A couple maybe in love now, but this love is not going to last. Some years down the road, there maybe problems, with those problems, the couple may start drifting apart from each other. Unforgiveness, hurts, tears will separate them forever. Even friendships are not everlasting. One day, we will leave this earth. Tears swelled when I finally realised that He is the one I need most right now. The One whom will do what He has promised.
Most of us are like NATO ( No Action, Talk Only) especially when comes to handling emotions. One minute, we will be able to think straight, another minute, we mess up what we think we have already thought through. We contradict ourselves at times. But God will never ever do that to us. He mean what He says and He does what He says. No matter how flowery our words can be when we express our love to some one, when situations or unhappiness come, we change our minds. I'm struggling hard to do things, to love, to care like how Jesus did!
I know what I'm talking about. It maybe a bit disorganised as I wrote whatever that comes to my mind. I just felt like blogging it...