Fianlly, 16th Nov 2008 came, it's Sunday Scool closing! The silent stress in me is finally ended. I did not really pay much attention to this perfomance this year, probably it was because of the previous experiences, I know that God will take good care of it.
I appeared fine when I was in church and before I reached church. I still played with the children and I started to get them ready. When the time was getting near, I felt that my nervous system went wrong. My hands started shaking and I kept asking myself why do we need to perform. Well, it did no harm to the children. In fact, they are so blessed to have such opportunity to perform and to learn to work in a team. I dod not brief them and I did not think of how they supposed to go up to the stage until the very last minute. Phew! I took God for granted!
Whatever was peroformed through the children was my expression to God, my desire to have unity. Hoping that non- Christians will hear the message of God, that one day they will come to know the Lord. No matter who we are, no matter how high or how low is our status in the society, God wants us to return to him and be united. God will never ever reject us.
Wan Keen is one of the good examples, God enabled her to complete the performance. God wants to show everyone that He can perform miracles even today! And Wan Keen was not nervous like us, she was cool and she anticipated this day to come. She rejoiced because she was accepted and she was allowed to perform for the Lord like anyone else!
Indeed Holy is the Lord, let's us not divide ourselves but to be united. Let us practice forgiveness and let us not underestimate God's power.
Bind us together Lord, bind us together with cords that cannot be broken, bind us together Lord, bind us together, bind us together with love. Amen.
