13 December 2008

Turned Turtle
























Yesterday, I went lunch with 2 of my other colleagues. My colleague was driving and I was sitting next to her. The other colleague was sitting at the back. We were chatting happily. Suddenly, I AIYO very loudly that I scared them both. I saw a car turned turtle. At first I was thinking why were the wheels of this car faccing the sky. I was a bit slow in figuring it out. When I realised it I just AIYO and directed their attention to that car. They scolded me for scarring them. One of them thought our car hit the front car. Haha...
It was still red light. Yeah, we were at the traffic light. So we were still observing the car. The driver was no more there. We only saw one side of the slippers and there was nobody near the car. But there were a few guys standing under the tree, talking about how the car turned turtle. I doubt that they were related to this accident.
We were still at the traffic light. We were also trying to think how the car turned turtle and we were wondering where was the driver. There wasn't police nor ambulance. So we were really curious, me especially. I became one of the Super8 club member. Haha...
This accident happened near Hospital Fatimah, after the traffic light from Fatimah. This accident stimulated my boring day. Hahaha...







11 December 2008

Bolt

Yes, we watched BOLT last night. Yeah, I was kinda touched because Rhino the hamster is so encouraging, Mitten the cat helps BOLT to realise that what he has been doing/ experiencing are not real. Bolt being a dog is loyal and risks his life to save Penny the girl, his person according to Bolt.

Bolt used to think that he has super power. He is lost one day and he tries to use his super power and etc in real life. When he finally meets Mitten the cat, he realises that he doesn't have any power, he thinks that he's useless. But Rhino the hamster encourages him because their enemy, Mitten the cat, is caught. So they have to save her in order to complete their mission which is to find the green-eyed man.
After Rhino's encouragement, he makes up his mind to save Mitten. When they are there, they use strategy to save Mitten. They are noticed by the guard and the one who hit the guard is actually Rhino the hamster. This scene really inspired me. Some times, those who think highly of themselves like Bolt, are not able to do anything great. However, those with positive attitude and humble, can some times do great things.
There's another scene. Bolt used to think that he has Super Bark. His so called gift is not able to use appropriately until the day when he saves Penny with his Super Bark. This comforted me too. God gives each of us gifts. Some times we wonder if God really give us any gifts. Some times, we feel small too because we are not able to perform accordingly. That scene reminded me of God's timing. God will surely make use of our talents, our gifts and every part of us in HIS TIME. IN HIS TIME, He will make all things beautiful. We just need to be patient and humble so that we will be able to discern when God wants us to use our talents. Like Bolt, he is able to discern and he makes use of his bark at the right place and at the right time. He saves the girl!!!
In HIS TIME...

08 December 2008

Being Autistic?

I find myself being Autistic when I eat out...

Food that I will never fail to order at hawker centers:
1. Laksa
2. Tomyam
3. Porridge
4. Drunken Chicken Noodles

Drinks that I will never fail to order at hawker centers:
1. 100 plus
2. Lime Juice with asam
3. Umbra Juice
4. Coconut Juice
5. Milo hot/ cold

Food that I'll never fail to order at Old Town Kopitiam:
1. Laksa
2. Tomyam
3. Nissin noodles

Drinks that I'll never fail to order at Old Town Kopitiam:
1. Honey Lemon Juice
2. Blackcurrant Ice Blended
3. Hot Chocolate

Food that I'll never fail to order at other cafes:
1. Tomyam
2. Laksa
3. Nissin Noodles

Drinks that I'll never fail to order at other cafes:
1. Iced Lemon Tea
2. Lemonade
3. Banana Juice/ Ice blended
4. Chocolate Banana
5. Hot Milk
6. Hot Chocolate


Do I really like lemon so much or sour food so much that I always order such food and drinks? Frankly, I can't answer. If you say I'm not adventurous in food, you are wrong. I'm adventurous in food. Haha... Maybe when comes to these places, there aren't any new kinda food. I really find myself being so Autistic when I eat out. How about you? Do you order almost the same thing when you eat out? Haha... I wonder how many people do! Haha...

Forgive...Press On!

I'm in a mess because I've not forgiven some body. I really need to forgive this person who annoys me so much who hurt me so much who refuses to give me chance to talk who always protects self who always gives excuses when makes mistakes who tries to manipulate people who puts people into difficult situation who is inconsiderate who blames everyone else besides self and ...

Sigh... I felt sorry to find so many faults in this person. I am not as good too. I will not forget what this person had done as what had happened alarmed me to be careful. I can't put my trust yet I can't live my life like that, i think. I do not know what to do with this person and I do not wanna hear anything from this person and I just do not know when is it real and when is it not. I'm in such a difficult position. I'm really cold and I know this person feels my coldness. It is no point to clear whatever that had happened because this person will not admit, all I can get will be excuses that tries to hide the truth. What is the truth? Frankly, nobody knows. I guess this person doesn't know the truth either because there were too many lies that may have confused him/herself too.

Sigh... I tried to be nice. However, my effort slipped when I received excuses and when I wasn't given a chance to talk. It became a mess when I tried to find a way out. I wanted to teach, I wanted to help but to this person all those were pointing out mistakes. Even if those were mistakes, learn la. The sky won't fall when mistakes happen. The more defense, the more I feel tedious.

Some body told me that some times some people are put into our life for a reason, reason that we do not know. I was thinking, yeah, I really do not know the reason, I can only depend on God's wisdom. Maybe this person is here to show how ugly my character is; to show how much more i need to learn to forgive and to be patient. Sigh... PRESS ON!!!